My pack & poem: Haunting Me So Sad

My pack; Tasha, Blue, and Thunder. Oooh, how I miss them. This is my Daughter and my baby boys. She's 18 now. I love her so much and I love my baby boys. I can't stop the tears. I wrote a poem that I'm going to put to music and make a song.

* Update: I revised the lyrics and wrote music to it. It's a beautiful song. It's so hard for me to play and sing, though, without crying.

Haunting Me So Sad

I'm Thinking about you now
Thinking about Thunder, thinking about Blue
I'm thinking about how we learned
I'm thinking about how we grew

I miss you so much now
I miss Thunder, I miss Blue
I miss the times we spent together
I miss the things we used to do

I'm dreaming of you now
Dreaming of Thunder, dreaming of Blue
I'll dream of you forever
I'll dream of things we knew

And it makes me feel so happy
And it makes me feel so sad

All my dreams and inspirations
All my trials and tribulations
All my scenes and situations
All my troubles and frustrations
All my fears and limitations
All my sorrows coming back and
Haunting me so bad
Haunting me so sad

I feel so empty now
I feel my desert, feel my rain
I feel my broken spirit
And always feel my pain

I'm trying to find you now
I'm trying to find my soul again
It's lost inside me somehow
Lost inside of me again

I'm looking at you now
Looking at you on my screen
I'm looking at my memories
Sometimes it's all I see

And it makes me feel so happy
And it makes me feel so sad

All my dreams and inspirations
All my trials and tribulations
All my scenes and situations
All my troubles and frustrations
All my fears and limitations
All my sorrows coming back and
Haunting me so bad
Haunting me so sad